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I hope I'm not forgetting to live
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Tuesday, April 10th, 2007
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Its difficult to tell if I'm waking up or falling asleep. Reality begins to blur when you feel alone. It seems like everything goes on around you and your standing still. I wonder so often what possesses me to think what I do. I think it's soothing to belive that there's more to me than my thoughts. It gives the hope to save myself from them. Even still they overtake my heart and I feel how I do right now. In my mind I construct this reality that allows me to fufill every fawntasy or dream I consciously and uncsiously desire. Do I know the difference?
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Wednesday, September 27th, 2006
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hello
the unbreakable
is here
raWr
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As I pack to move out to an apartment tommorrow, I realized that my life was changing. I've been changing to something over the last year and a half. It's confusing for me to understand how much I've grown and learned, and developed, yet my heart is still the gsame. If this is a rose, then I'm the thorn but this heart won't ever die. No matter how many mistakes, mishaps, and lost moments, I'll never forget who it is God created me to be. I've came across old thing as I simmer through everything. I've never realized what I used to be. The people that changed my life, even in a single onoline conversation. The reality that I'm one of the worst listeners and that I never even thought about what I was saying. Here are some people who have changed my life that I simply want to thank for helping me give my life up for something more.
It starts with:
Alena:
You have no idea how much you r conversation with me online changed my life. I was in love with you. Not as a relationship, but in something else. I learned more than anything that the only true love can be found in which two people both feel it. I mean to put the other before them. I thought I would do that for you, and you simply wanted to be my friend. That drove me to confusion and ultimately to understanding and thento find that love in something bigger than a relationship witha girl. That ironically, led me to the greatest relationship I've ever come to know. BTW I'm marrying my current girlfriend and we've been together almost 14 months. Thank you for simply being in my life for whatever it was. I'm sorry for all the grief I put you through.
Josh:
Well I'll be seeing a lot mor e of you now that we're moving in together. Thank you for every time you helped me, kept me connected, gave me friendship, and showed me what it means to serve. You've changed my life piece by piece regardless what it becomes.
Danielle:
It was you that helped me through practically every stage of my life. I've let you down much too often and I hope that I could explain how much your family has changed my life. I am the luckiest person in the world to have a friend like you. I'm so happy to see you every wwednesday and whenever you ever need me. I love you so much and I will never question your importance in my life.
Holly:
Not one single person has ever shown me life like you. You are the other half of my life and I intend spend the rest of it with you throughout the world. I believe that you are the very greatest gift in the entire mucho world. God bless your heart and I will always love you fully, no matter what happens, you will always be a part of me.
One time blind:
Your message changed my perception forever. Period.
Everyone:
Every person who has walked past me even once, is the greatest gift I have ever had. It isn't me that has made me who I am. It's the world around me. I won't take back a single moment witha single person, because every part is a part of who I am.
THANK YOU everyone.
I am what I've dreamed of and it's because you loved me.
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gadzooks IM home
from the bahamas
:)
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| Time: | 4:42 pm. |
| Mood: |  refreshed. | | Music: | elf power- jane. |
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how can you not enjoy the summer
I have the most amazing life
:)
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| Time: | 8:51 pm. |
| Mood: |  crazy. | | Music: | dumb post music. |
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im in disbelief
no
haha
Im in reality
hi
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| Time: | 5:09 pm. |
| Mood: |  loved. | | Music: | wick. |
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Im mat burton
you are someone special to the world
:)
<3
someone will love you
you'll love someone
someone's watching over you
all of us
whether or not you ask them to
and then came spring break?
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happy week before spring break
amazing weekend
and ur all amazing
carpe diem
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